i'm on the pursuit of happiness.

I’ve been away from everyone for so long it feels lonely and frustrating as fuu. It hasn’t even hit me til now, i miss everyone that i thought i wouldn’t miss. Well.. i knew i’d miss them, just not as much as i currently do :( Feel so torn, this or that? Can’t ever get best of both worlds >;[ * sighsallaround*

8 months ago, heartsick, depressed.

8 months later, in love, happy.

After all we’ve been through who would’ve thought I’d still be here with you now? Been such a crazy year and six months but in the end it’s worth every tear, heartache, smile and giggle :) 

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    <3 :)

I wish I knew then
What I know now
Wouldn’t dive in
Wouldn’t bow down
Gravity hurts
You made it so sweet
Till I woke up on
On the concrete.

I can’t do this shit anymore. It’s so hard for me to feel like this every single day, so heart sick. You’re not the boy i use to know, things have changed so much. I’m trying my best to get use to this … but i just can’t .. it hurts all too much for it to be okay. ;/

BUT Varus looks so fun … I should probably buy him n start playing again ? =)

Hate being sick ;/ was in bed tossing & turning around for 3 hours, then finally at 4;30 i fell asleep -___- only to wake up at 7;30. zzzz…. now im in class tiredbored as fuuuuu ;/

PLEASE just win so I don’t have to worry so much. FK I am so nervous, the ‘nucks need to win this to gain momentum can’t let the kings win then 3-0 us. Schneider in the net tonight.. lets go ‘nucks ! :D